is everything just easier for everyone else or am i just super weak and pathetic. why can’t i do things everyone else is able to without issue. am i faking my struggles or are they real. is it all in my head or am i just in my head. how come everyone else is a person but im not
I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, psychosis, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear
Lowkey wanna kms but know I can’t and have to stay and be happy and not hurt my friends and be grateful because I’m so so lucky but lowkey wanna kms all the fuckin time it’s so exhausting and I hate being useless
i feel like my mental illnesses make me a selfish and bad person and anytime someone shows concern for me i feel extremely guilty for being this way even though i didn’t choose to be like this