sick and tired of writing about it. thinking about it. remembering it. i have turned it over in my mind a thousand times and none of it has brought me any peace. please free me from this endless loop
remember when elena came back from home only to comfort damon, prepared him a bourbon & reminded him that feeling was a good thing? she even got him to admit that he feel guilty then hugged him in a soft way & the scene ends with damon secretly crying on her arms, just delena art
truly a generational performance that moved every single person who bore witness to it. i credit her performance for the empathy her character evoked in audiences en masse. she demystified addiction & embodied the humanity of addicts so beautifully. rue will stay with me forever.