🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧

05 🦭 edrtwt ~ trans boy ~ bulimia, bpd 🍌

[𑣲┆𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗂 ˚.⋆ֹ @neverangel777]

my fatass on edtwt rotting in my bed while everyone is getting 25k steps

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

tomorrow is literally going to be bulimia hell because i can’t purge and we HAVE to eat at 2 different restaurants and 1 of them doesn’t have cals listed

[lya @wingedribs]

my biggest fear when going to a fast food place is them messing up my order and not giving me a diet drink

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

@iluvfish03 ahhh damn i was hoping that wasn’t the case !!!! i wish i knew if i had the genetics before im at my ugw im impatient .. LMAO thank you for the response anyhow

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

#edrtwt sorry if this is odd but how does one Get “pocky legs” ?? is it just with a low bf % , or specific exercises , etc ? photos are what i mean

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

@spasticcab LITERALLY…..who let this happen. why was i not self aware sooner

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

how MUCH was i eating to get to this weight like it’s actually sickening

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

i want black converse i think they’d look cute with my overall shorts but im too fat for anything to look cute on me

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

i feel so motivated today maybe it’s bc i actually lost weight after maintaining + being in a bp cycle for like a week, i want to fast for all of today …. especially because i won’t be able to purge ghrhrg

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

i had an apple + peanut butter but i didn’t measure the peanut butter so i purged but i fear i took too long and my body still processed all of it. and i am now very anxious. hero logic . I have such a bad headache and i’m so shaky i need to start doing harm reduction

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

@peachesloveflop followed !!

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

#edrtwt looking 4 fellow high sw users but also new moots in general !!! i’m hero i am bulimic and have BPD and that’s my whole personality. sigh . I lovelovelove anime + VNs

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

I promise i have never touched tiktok a day in my life i just think it’s cute AAAA

[raye☕️ @ghostivyleaves]

is it rude to say dni if you have 🪽 in your display name I'm tired

[shijima tsukishima of edtwt 𓆟 @oculink_ophanim]

tfw you've been called so many different things through your life so your self perception is so fucked up that you're not even sure if you're even considered attractive or ugly or thin or fat or shy or bold or anything

[sarah lynn of edrtwt @m3ntalcrz]

just found this in my camera roll from like 2 years ago when i used to lurk on here when those character diets were everywhere 😭😭😭

[ًً @shinemydarling]

i think im too autistic for those weight loss apps with the animals or people like. dude idc if me not walking 5k makes charlie fat charlie isnt REAL

[mani ✚ @yizhuosriki]

everybody get ready edrtwt lock in is 20th july

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

..somehow lost. Ok.

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

i am more than scared to weigh myself today because i got really upset and ate like 5 whole kitchens last night and couldn’t purge because everyone was home

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

i am more than scared to weigh myself today because i got really upset and ate like 5 whole kitchens last night and couldn’t purge because everyone was home

[🛁 hero ⊹🪽.݁˖༉‧ @softestwish]

i’ve literally never been skinny in my whole life . Not once . i want to know what it’s like so badly. to not feel so ashamed each time someone looks at me