Years ago I tried to slip away
Moving like a freight train
Cutting through the yard
I been losing all my time again.
There's a silent
Reckoning that starts behind the eyelids
Dripping intravenous to my heart
Til I can't feel anything.
My most lame habit is that when I put myself out there to meet people and nothing happens, I tend to give up easily and go back to doing things that keep me isolated.
@MistiDewdrop I like meeting people and I haven’t made a new actual friend in a few years now. It’s nice experiencing different kinds of people because it broadens your mind. That’s kind of the thing I miss back with it was easier to meet people.
Not having feelings for anyone is a weird time, I give it a 5/10. But it’s better than being in an unrequited love situation which I give that a 0/10 and would absolutely not do again.