Hey guys! This is a repost of what I sent to my discord community but I will be doing one of my possible last streams today. I have been taking a break for a while due to my health, a lot bad has been going on and it’s been a very difficult time for me. This has definitely been one of my hardest years. I don’t talk a lot about my health but i think my community deserves to know, I have RA which triggered erosion in my bones/joints and I need to have a few rough surgeries in the future. My joints have also been painful and stiff and due to extreme stress my lung disease followed suit and got much worse. I haven’t been able to comfortably play video games anymore so my streaming/gaming time had to be cut completely. It basically feels like I’ve had to give up my dreams and everything I worked so very hard for in life and it’s been incredibly heartbreaking and difficult emotionally. I went from being homeless, struggling, and in abusive situations, to running away and building a life, identity and living out my dreams of being a content creator and valorant pro, to feeling like nothing. Nevertheless, I still want to try to do a few streams even if I won’t be playing much most likely.
I will be doing a watch party for the VCTGC Championship today (THANKS RIOT) and streaming it on my channel with max, face cam and taking lots of time to just spend time and talk to you guys on stream.
I would appreciate it if you guys came by and said hi and spent some time with me 🫶