You have no idea how embarrassingly low the bar really is.
Mainstream society is absolutely retarded. If you consciously knew this, you’d stop doubting yourself and go all in.
it’s supposed to be hard. you want the outcome but you want it to be comfortable and easy and it just doesn't work like that. anything worth having is going to take a lot out of you. that’s the point. there will be obstacles. you will be tired. if you could get it without being entirely exhausted, everyone would be great. look around. they aren't.
You need to be delusional if you want to be successful because your goals shape what you perceive. You won't notice the rare opportunity or life path if your goal isn't so big that others think you are crazy.