@justafawnn ive been catching it but yeah yeah process and whatnot. and yes i think discipline is my weakest trait in general not just relating to this
@justafawnn and its like i can acknowledge emotions and shit are gonna make me act a way that i shouldnt but i just let it happen anyway because its more relieving. something like that? idk
@justafawnn thinking about all the spite and negativity i harbor and i think it really is just genuinely repulsive but idk how to like not think this way