haven’t weighed myself in a minute but i had to drink half a gallon of colon prep and tn i have to drink a bottle of mag citrate and if i don’t have a bm i have to go to the ed lol😝
trying to find comfort in being alone and not having any close friends anymore. it’s just hard watching all of my friends post eachother and say they can’t hangout when i ask them to hangout :(
i’ve been fasting all day and i feel so nauseous </3 i haven’t had a bm in 10 days 😝😝😝 idk i have to get an x ray done tomorrow for my gi doctor and a few other times this week idk everything feels so hopeless
@mangosaladx i do understand this idk i don’t even have a high starting weight (120) but i do have really short nails and small hands so my hands were always kind of fat
the way i was severely anorexic for my entire teenage years and then the minute i turned 19 i developed severe health anxiety and did a complete 180 to body building and lowkey orthorexia is wild