cinnamontwist1

cinnamon twist | dc: spoodermane

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

@btmclive all part of the big plan to sabotage Virginia

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

perhaps I am cursed

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

the truth is that no one can make me happy besides myself. the only person who will understand me is myself. whether or not that remains true for the rest of my life, I will live with it

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

my feelings never reach the light of day because I’ve never met a person willing to pick out my thoughts and talk about them with me. it’s not my place to request something so selfish of others. but it really won’t happen any other way

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

because some days it feels like I want to see the world and make friends, life feels good and I want to try again. then I go back to my thoughts and all I feel there is just negativity and the overwhelming feeling that I could never be worth something in someone else’s eyes

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

but maybe the words I write here will mean nothing to me in the days coming, as they usually do when I’ve numbed my emotions. not a healthy habit, but it’s not like I give people the opportunity to tell me otherwise

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

it does in fact get to a point, it’s just not a point ive found yet and the longer i keep going the more i feel like i lose the person i want to be

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

it is incredibly difficult to be someone hardwired to stay quiet about all their thoughts and problems

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

@Celadon_VA please never stop abusing your imagination

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

just the greatest artist ever I think

[gosari ごさり @gosari542]

Chisa クリームソーダとシャンデリア #chisa #千咲 #wutheringwaves #wuwa #mmd #鳴潮

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

might be time to start the yearning phase it’s been long enough..

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

@Lisseroni pixiv is good if you know how to use it and make sure to apply sfw filters first (this is mandatory)

it has tags for pretty much everything you’re looking for

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

@cuhlebby lowkey derankers had some crazy unwarranted ego back in the olden days but now its just like who gaf about pp anymore i certainly dont

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

@Venpris1 the chances of someone using the tool and publishing the beatmap without disclosure is higher than it should be honestly. regardless, I only meant that I would feel disrespectful if I did something like that, not judging the person who uses it privately

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

as much as i'd like beatmaps of my niche collection of music as well, the thought of using generated beatmaps instead of learning to map or even recommending said music to mappers feels disrespectful to the work they pour so much of their time into

[Szago @Szago_twt]

@DeviousPanda__ hey I have a list of 30 niche songs I want maps of, can you map them for me real quick? no? well there is your answer. I don't need ranked maps, i just want to play the song I like... You call it slop but its way better than 90% of graveyard garbage i'd still play just for song

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

graveyarded (human made) garbage beats ai generated content 100% of the time

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

@trooperrr0 BRING IT HOME CAPTAIN AMERICA

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

@lelaVT_ 🤝

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

soon the ashinohara super team will be complete. c6 hiyuki, c6 chisa, and one more..

[cinnamontwist1 @sp0ods]

it was a business expense. (pt2)