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looking for what i don't know yet

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@tonyhawktruther From indoors maybe. But I want to go outside.
Rainfall is welcome on the windows when I'm already bed.

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Spring and autumn are the seasons for movement and changing your life; winter and summer are for accumulation.

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@tolstoybb Well they are both About Our Time at core.

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@URANVS_418 @theralkia Well mercury.

I will say I don’t feel split in spirit but find multiplicity natural vs something that needs resolving.

I also have both ascendent and north node in Scorpio (and syzygy full moon) so the focus on depth / 8th house feels integrated in a way.

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@URANVS_418 @theralkia Does my 8th house Gemini sun make me like double schizoid or does it cancel out?

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@plasmarob @allie__voss I can't claim to represent the average women but for some reason while athleticism is very attractive in men the standard gym itself is profoundly unerotic even if I can enjoy the fruits. So men doing sports or calisthenics style yes, men working lats and biceps on machines no.

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@Nyct0phil3_x Even petite doesn't solve narrow frames lol, it's usually the same thing just short. Just the market refuses to spend the money to cut proper shoulders and set in sleeves right now for 'ease' because it lowers returns (people less likely to return slightly too big than reverse)

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@_space_punk_ @RichDecibels I posted because I was curious about what you’d say.

I almost never post except to reply because I have no drive to publicly signal my thoughts unless I have expectation of interesting replied.

I’m wondering what separates people who seem to just post regardless.

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@_space_punk_ @RichDecibels But in that situation I can’t help but feel why post about it publicly?

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@JamesHearten I genuinely don't know
Only that as a teen spending time on female fandom spaces like tumblr - not to mention my irl friends were into - no one would think the male body is unimportant. Well, I think those spaces are more spiritually asexual now so maybe there has been some shift

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@JamesHearten @DuchessDoucette @godspeed_aflame I've noticed male dominated spaces online - or maybe women who post more in them about attraction - are more likely to have this kind of woman who is more led by being desired than by desiring.

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@JamesHearten @DuchessDoucette @godspeed_aflame I mean erotica for women shows this is not the case.
I don't think it's completely symmetrical - for me at least liking the man's character is a huge multiplier for physical attraction. But there has to be something there to be attracted to, and things that are generally sexy.

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@postjawline @dissproportion I feel insane because I don't have a great ear or anything but the pitch correction SO obvious in like all modern pop performers I'm baffled at how other people don't hear it.

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@cybelethebest You think you’re straighter because you’re not driven by attraction to men?

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@BreatheLesss Yeah I agree the people online fantasizing themselves as a known pillar of their local tight knit community are usually introverted and would hate the social energy demands of that role lol.

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@lilchiva @breaking2morrow The other way - getting easily reasoned out of things - is also a problem that can screw up your life.
I’m learning I need to embrace more faith - or delusion lol - in ideas that draw me just to combat inertia.

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@selentelechia @aliceisplaying Right? Like that sounds like an ideal way to be too cripplingly self conscious to do anything unless you’re like bottom quartile impulse control.

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@musicwhileawake @tolstoybb Some days I wonder if it’s like the moment a cartoon character steps off a cliff - they don’t fall until they look down.

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@myth_pilot @EricRichards22 It’s like the order of symbol to meaning has flipped. Like ancient symbols were tethered to nature and then absorbed deeper meanings naturally over years - now we want to sever away all that history and tradition and start from the meaning itself which means nothing yet.