i think non-disordered ppl hate us so much bc they perceive OUR obsession w our weights/bodies as an indirect critique of THEIR body/eating habits. they see us afraid of burgers & go "hey, is there something wrong w burgers!? you think im fat cos i eat burgers!? fuck you!!!!!"
🐛 insanely smelly farts and burps (im talking rotten egg type smelly farts)
🍎 basically smelling like death tbh
🐛 being constipated
🍎 not being able to stand up
🐛 being in pain
🍎 not being able to enjoy in my hobbies bc of racing thoughts