Absolutely gutted I didn't get the @NikkieTutorials@beautybay palette because I was on the phone to my doctors all day and wasn't aware of the Pre order😭honestly all I wanted was to treat myself to it after being in A&E and a few stressful months, disappointed I missed it 😕😭
Some doctors won't believe you are struggling if you are too nicely dressed, while others will believe you must not be trying hard enough if you won't put energy into looking nice and fitting into society's standards. It is exhausting never knowing which you will get.
Honestly this pain can fuck off, I've never experienced pain this bad before and wanna rip my hair out or my limbs off and this heat doesn't make it any easier lol friends and cold tea is the only thing saving me right now 🙃