Purged the other day and genuinely started freaking out because every time it feels like im suffocating and i hate the throat burn it gives me. ughh why can i not do this correctly
Mental state is so bad to the point that i’m having thoughts i havent had since 6th grade (graduated in 2025 for comparison) 😞 Is it bad that this state is comforting though?? When things are stable it just feels wrong. :(