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⚠ general mh vent acc / tw ed, sh (no pics) ⚠ prorecovery, NO minors // i need a guillotine for myself
☆ 27 • latinæ ☆

[tooflyszn @_tooflyszn]

how do i get a higher paying job as a low functioning / useless person

[🦉Hootz🐍 🇵🇸 @YngviCom]

the female body for some reason has tons of mechanisms to gain weight unrelated to consumption, the male body on the other hand has virtually none, meaning if you're fat as a man its entirely your own fault you hungry hungry hippo

[astro in real time @astroinrealtime]

leo, your detachment is starting to hurt them.

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

tomorrow i also have to go for extra hours but i really dont want to go. im exhausted and sleeping is not helping to make me feel better

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

ended up taking some of my stolen leftovers of clonazepam cause i cant do shit today, and the day has barely began

[pinkie @pinkamaniaa]

i love your niche references! are you typically ignored in large groups by any chance

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

why do i struggle this much
i dont understand. im trying my best i swear

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

i want to quit my job so badly so i dont have to socialize anymore

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

i hate having to interact constantly with the same people over and over again and somehow constantly doing it wrong to the point one of them felt uncomfortable enough to ask me why do i behave like that

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

im tired of myself

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

i feel kinda bad for wondering abt these things so im writing it here
next time im sticking with the S/M sizes for US items. L looks ridiculous on me.

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

it happened again

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

body dysmorphia be so bad that the wearable game merch (a sweater) that i got as a treat looks gigantic to the point of stupidity on me bc i went for a size too big
I LITERALLY COULD HAVE GOTTEN THE XS BUT NOOO 🫩
i was so excited about getting it and wearing it tomorrow... sad

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

im starting to notice that the problem tends to be around the chest/arms area... are the US standard sizes that big around those places? my arm is def not the tiniest but i cant imagine someone having arms that fat

[r @rushdalchawal]

you have like 1 good day and then life has to follow it up with like 15 bad ones, maybe even 3 that make you want to k ill yourself

[𝖗𝖊𝖉✞ @_redfeels]

the concept of wanting to kill yourself because you want to live your life so badly but you can’t

[໊ @user0000O0]

pick me choose me euthanize me

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

i think im sad

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

i want to fucking die and find some peace for once

[-ˏˋ⋆ ̥ ange ̥ ⋆ˊˎ- @squished_maggot]

i need to cut open a hole in my chest and either be left with a cool scar or bleed out to death