ok well i’m down 2kg since moving back to uni but i’m a bit convinced that’s mostly from this past week bc i haven’t weighed myself since before i left and ive barely eaten this week
emailed my uni support team about talking to someone bc of what happened basically saying that like i’m barely eating or sleeping and am like having major sh urges and my uni goes hmm… appt in 3 weeks ok?! like
@xskinnyxxbabyx tyyy i am ok it’s just hard to deal with bc i cant change anything about who i am and yet people still feel the need to throw slurs at me all the time
little update on my life my restrictive ed has come back in full force bc i was um, hatecrimed twice the other night and now i can’t stand to look at myself anymore
i’ve defo put on weight since being back at uni bc exam szn was really rough to me but also i haven’t stepped on the scale in a while bc im scared so that all could be in my head i actually have no clue