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edtwt ~20 ~ ugw: 41kg ~ cw: 43kg ~bmi 16

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think i’m gonna try and recover. i’m 2 months sober now and this ed is the only thing stopping me from living life. i basically have reached my ugw and ive never felt worse. grateful i had this space to vent but i need to try and get better

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gonna have to maintain for a while i think i js feel so weak nd horrid, not happy :(

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weighed myself for the first time in 6 months nd i’m bmi 16 on the dot😭 literally 4lbs off my ugw im gonna cry im so shocked, im 95lbs guys oh my god

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i think i’ve lost my period, feel a lot more valid but constantly exauhsted. idk what to do anymore, i just want to get skinnier that’s all i can think about

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had to eat more today cuz of my tattoo appt tomorrow, i’ve walked nd exercised but i feel so full and gross help

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i feel so average nd chubby it’s actually insane i acc have sm more to lose i hate life

[𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱 † @ursilentlover_]

lmfaooo😭😭

[stace:/ @stacemia13]

dni if not edtwt
bodych3ck tw!!

HUH?
honestly since i’ve stopped weighing myself i feel like ive lost sm. i have no idea what i weigh tho which is kinda scary to me

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@violetraume no cuz this is so real, im 20 now and currently weigh less than i did when i was 14 so that makes zero sense to me. like i feel thats proves its easily avoidable in itself 😭

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OH MY GOD FUCK OFF RN
it’s lit been my dream to be able to do this since my ed developed i’m actually so happy rn omgomg

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TW body check!!

had to block out face and stuff but this pic kinda ate wtf

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tmi but has anyone else’s nose started to bleed/pissed themselves while purging or am i js so cooked now from b/ping sm

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been restricting so well w no fuck ups for almost a month nd was so proud of myself, nd now i’ve currently spent the day and night b/ping nd i’m acc disgusted w myself
don’t be like me guys 🙏🏻 (was kinda nice to taste foods i can’t usually eat tho icl 💀)

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currently realising that this disorder does in fact get more progressive nd worse the skinner you get. my ugw used to be higher than my cw, nd i’ve realised when i get even remotely close to it i lower my ugw again 😃
nd the ironic thing is i’ve never felt fatter than i do now

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TW body check !!

i kinda have lil abs now !! i’m so desperate to get to my ugw, but i’m doing it steadily now cuz i would js get into b/p cycles.
not b/p in like 3weeks !!

[stace:/ @stacemia13]

measured my waist this morning nd she’s 22 inches nd i’m acc so buzzing about it 😭😭😭!!!

[stace:/ @stacemia13]

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update on my stomach !!! luv the difference when i flex, acc feel like ive lost a lil 🤭
#edtwt #anatwt

[stace:/ @stacemia13]

@po1s0nd thankyou so much !!! 🤭

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LOVE my stomach here ugh
#edtwt #bodycheck #anatwt #mis #thinspo #averagespo