Brielle 🔪🕸

20 ⛓ she/her ⛓ gamer ⛓ writer ⛓ $StargirlBrielle ⛓ taken by @HudnallClark ⛓ i want blood, guts, and angel cake

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

moved to @brielle_writes for personal reasons, go follow me there 🖤

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

i’m not sure if it’s the antidepressants or what but i finally wanna write again!!

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

thinking about reading a new book but also thinking about rereading american dreams in and english village again or possibly we’ll meet again

back into the fanfictions i go-

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

@rogervilla0106 @familylirious @H2OBabylirious they may be recalling gripe water- apparently it is causing issues with babies. gas relief drops help though

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

yeah inktober is a no go for me y’all. i’m consistently running on less than 5 hours asleep with no aid of caffeine so i’m just winging this. i’ll probably stick to writing later on if i ever get the chance

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

at this point i’m just walking around the house miserably and half asleep and just rolling around all night crying in pain there is nothing beautiful about this part of pregnancy i can barely walk

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

lowkey thinking of deleting this twitter and starting a new one i’m not sure. it doesn’t feel like me

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

ppl will say “treat every gun as if it’s loaded- better safe than sorry” but not “mask up as if covid will affect you/someone you love- better safe than sorry” and honestly wtf

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

currently sick and trying to fight through it but didn’t realize the toll it is taking on my body omg. not only that but my mental health, too. i just want a break

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

guess what? i have to care for my fucking self too or else there won’t be anyone to care for the baby. MOMS ARE NOT A FUCKING MACHINE THEY STILL HAVE FEELING BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. yeah i’d do anything for my baby but i won’t be around for him if i run myself down.

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

IF I HEAR ONE MORE “oh just wait till the baby gets here, you’ll be even more miserable” LIKE CAN I NOT BE UPSET OR TIRED OR ACHY BEFORE THAT? SURE SHIT MIGHT GET WORSE BUT THAT DOESN’T ERASE THE FACT IT IS CURRENTLY ALSO HARD

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

also that same exact “just wait” shit is EXACTLY why younger people are scared to have kids/ don’t want kids. because it is drilled into their heads that they will have no life and be miserable after and have to give up every bit of self care and happiness

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

@hopefuldeku a wrist brace when writing/drawing/typing a lot could definitely help a bit though!

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

@hopefuldeku np! ever since i was young i was either constantly writing, typing, drawing, or playing games so it’s smth i suffer from. a lotta times my wrist and hand goes numb and tingly and feels swollen? but it isn’t swollen lol

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

@hopefuldeku it could possibly be if you write a lot or do art, or if you hold your phone primarily with your right hand. that could cause some cramping and if you write/draw a lot for many years you can develop carpel tunnel

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

@lNORDlNARY misery business is bangin and i will go hard for that song

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

my dad when he hears how extremely homophobic/transphobic/damaging chil fil a is: you can’t just stop eating at places because if that sorta stuff or you’d never eat out anywhere
my dad when i mention starbucks: i mean after all they do you shouldn’t be going there

🙃😶

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

when jobs treat people with accommodations less than people without because those accommodations make it “easier” on them
like, those accommodations are to make it fairer because we don’t work the same way as others do. not because we want them.

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

i keep dissociating and forgetting what i’m meaning to do and then some traumatic shit pops up in my head again and i can’t focus and like life don’t feel real this feels like a bad high 😬

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

ask for any help or support for shit i don’t even know what it is or whatever. and i refuse to look into my symptoms because i don’t want to be seem as that. i alr have several phys/mental health issues and bc of this shit i feel like i’m imagining it all/ fake

[Brielle 🔪🕸 @starry_brielle]

and i’m not saying people are or are not faking stuff, but it is so glamorized and made to be quirky and people have actively lied about this sorta shit and so i’m so lost and feel like i have to keep my issues to myself and it’s so scary not being able to get myself to