nemu ♱

this is my diary

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

ladies at work tried to help me tie my apron bcus it kept falling off but it still wouldnt tie all the way so they kept telling me to eat three meals a day,, ok im satiated

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

i just miss having control of my body so bad, i constantly think over again and again of how it felt and when i’m full i’m in that moment and in that bed again when i’m empty i feel like i’m there again nothing works

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

i think im quite literally going crazy

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

@0calch1k @Hazeludw love u pewkie

[Aspen 🍭 @0calch1k]

@Hazeludw Me and @startstopray ❤️

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

@buttonforeyes Hi beautiful i missed u

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

lowkey using the new avatar movie as workout inspo idk abt yall but im tryna get that toph build

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

@wonbkg around 178ish cals, most of them from the sauces! i cut up a whole english cucumber, added sriracha and kewpie mayo, and some furikake and homemade pickled red onions :P!

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

is my meal giving too disordered or would yall stil eat this cus lowkey it was good asf

[mali.sok @mintothesoul]

The Last Airbender

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

i dont think ill ever heal from that

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

just got home from a long day of shopping

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

does anyone else have sleep paralysis n insomnia n have any tips for staying asleep?? i always get scared and stay awake or cant go back to sleep after it happens 💔

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

@tinyfrailgirl well twin u should be scared i just got told from others this isnt normal either 😗

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

this is what making friends as an adult is like.

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

i’m sick :,( like not in the head this time my throat hurts and i stepped on something sharp owew

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

@NotsosecretM omg we’re the same !

[nemu ♱ @startstopray]

how many steps do u guys get in a day? trying to see if mines good or not