I hate liking ppl bc I genuinely go into borderline psychosis?? I absolutely adore a military man, I luv the uniform, I love the discipline, I jus luv them so much even tho they usually fucking suck!! n I'm talking 2 one now... I want 2 consume his soul n climb inside his skin
I can't believe I really lost 20lbs guys I'm so euphoric I never want to eat again. anyway bc!!! I am clinically obese so if u don't want to see it, scroll!! 240 (110kg) → 220 (100kg)
not suicidal anymore (I think?) but still depressed. man I can't believe I used to want issues when I was like 10 and edgy... take them back I don't want them anymore bro
@flygiseli sometimes distracting your mind can help, even if it's just temporary. maybe YouTube, loud music, or talking to a friend. this part isn't a full recommendation, just what I personally do: smoking weed for me has severely helped tone down my intrusive thoughts.