⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬

06' | sw: 110kg | ugw: 50kg | 169cm⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀
        #edrtwt & digital diary ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ “god loves u but not enough to save u.”

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

JADE . QUEER ( ♱ ) SHE/THEY . 06
🩸 ｡⁠*+ depression, adhd, undiag ocd
⛪ ‧ .ᐟ dni: nonedtwt, minors, fatphobes
🥩 ৎ୭᭪ multi: cod, tf2, fnaf, vocaloid, kpop, etc.
“ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴡɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴇᴄᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇꜱ?”

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

I hate liking ppl bc I genuinely go into borderline psychosis?? I absolutely adore a military man, I luv the uniform, I love the discipline, I jus luv them so much even tho they usually fucking suck!! n I'm talking 2 one now... I want 2 consume his soul n climb inside his skin

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

@loviiingyouw @cardcals it's so scary to be on edtwt sometimes... I really hope they're okay..

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

@loviiingyouw @cardcals I'm worried now too, have u gotten in contact w them? they haven't posted here n days

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

@crysatlantic my mom gave them to me I wish I knew!! if I were to guess though just walmart cus that's where she usually gets her swimsuits

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

I can't believe I really lost 20lbs guys I'm so euphoric I never want to eat again. anyway bc!!! I am clinically obese so if u don't want to see it, scroll!! 240 (110kg) → 220 (100kg)

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

@junkorexieluv tysm <3 I hope so!!

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

@FixUrHeartOrD1e I'm 5'7 (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

not suicidal anymore (I think?) but still depressed. man I can't believe I used to want issues when I was like 10 and edgy... take them back I don't want them anymore bro

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

haven't been this bad since I lived w my dad. idk if I'm making it out of this one. it gets scary when u stop being too pussy to do it

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

@flygiseli sometimes distracting your mind can help, even if it's just temporary. maybe YouTube, loud music, or talking to a friend. this part isn't a full recommendation, just what I personally do: smoking weed for me has severely helped tone down my intrusive thoughts.

[:3 @cannibalcanada]

cannibalism is hot

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

thinspo, gas mask, ghost, and mealspo 😭 crazy work

[deyna @swagatron02]

first 4 photos when you open pinterest is your vibe ☆૮꒰•༝•.꒱ა★⋆.˚

well yes!! fairly accurate

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

it's just the way I be
it's just the way I see things

[‏۟ @poseidondiet]

counting or not counting calories

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

@castawayflower right? (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

small gas mask appreciation 🧵 bc they're my favorite type of mask n I want to post something other than me wanting 2 die (｡ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ｡)

[⛧ 𝑱𝑨𝑫𝑬 @starvingmaggots]

that's all (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+