@musesiq The cramps are worse, but only for the first few days (compared to b4 when I’d cramp throughout). The insertion was only painful for about a minute, during the procedure. I felt normal immediately after. I think my anxiety caused me to get lightheaded
Darling. Take deep breaths. It can’t last forever; nothing lasts forever. Keep this in mind. In death there will be no ambiguity. A certain-ness will liberate us.