my weekly calorie intakes !!
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monday: too much
tuesday: too much
wednesday: too much
thursday: too much
friday: too much
saturday: too much
sunday: too much
my friend made a joke about me stealing a cookie and i immediately felt so disgusting i threw it out and that just upset everyone around me omg i need to disappear forever
i want food so bad rn omg i literally brought a 25cal snack so i could eat without feeling too guilty but none of my friends are eating so id feel like a greedy bitch if i did
people stay saying "you don’t have to handle everything alone", then proceed to show you EXACTLY why you’d rather struggle to the death than ask anyone for help
i tell myself it’ll just be until i reach gw and then i’ll stop. i’ll eat normally and snap straight back into my recovered headspace. but i know it’s a lie. i’ve played this game before, many times. it will never be enough. nothing is ever enough. i hope this time it kills me.
@sta4l0st i only c/s if there's some crazy high cal dessert i want to taste, brownies cookies that kind of thing, anything else isn't worth it to me bc i know it can cause problems