stella

stella ☆ 20+ im old im sorry 🥀 ☆ she/they ☆ gw 99lb

[shiloh. 🕊 @boneIemonade]

i'm still so scared 1 of my irls follows or will find me on here it's so not funny

[۶ৎ lydia 🔪🍽ᵗʷᵗ ˚. ᵎᵎ @sweetnsobbing]

fasting and staying under 1000 kcal is making me mean and angry im sobfucking tired and hungry 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[ִֶָ𑣲⋆𝓂𝒶𝓎 ִֶָ𑣲⋆ @maysssdiaryyy]

This is me tbf I have to force myself to be anorexic I hate starving and want food and I struggle w not eating rather than having to force myself TO eat I’m such a larp

[•. Lieto : (-9/17) .• @lietomearchi]

A pior parte do jejum é não é nem a fome, É O TÉDIO, TÉDIO ABSOLUTO, NÃO TEM NADA QUE EU POSSA FAZER DE INTERESSANTE

[kanna ⋆˚࿔ @kaane0]

i hate eating meals i really just want to snack all day long

[riri ☆ @ravenousrexia]

my weekly calorie intakes !!

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monday: too much
tuesday: too much
wednesday: too much
thursday: too much
friday: too much
saturday: too much
sunday: too much

[stella @stella_bomb_]

my friend made a joke about me stealing a cookie and i immediately felt so disgusting i threw it out and that just upset everyone around me omg i need to disappear forever

[stella @stella_bomb_]

i want food so bad rn omg i literally brought a 25cal snack so i could eat without feeling too guilty but none of my friends are eating so id feel like a greedy bitch if i did

[⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Rarity of shedtwt @cheriek00]

me pressing the "start f4st" button 5 seconds after finishing the meal

[⋆˙⟡ cora @emptycrew]

having the "think a certain way" disorder and everyone's advice is "stop thinking that certain way"

[Elle🍪 @ellelovessalmon]

Hey so like when is the part where I get scarily thin

[`° 🎀 鸦鸦 🎀 °` @__09x5r]

i don’t want to be athletic and toned i want to be disgustingly thin

[scar | edrtwt @lowcalx]

my stomach actually feels so flat this morning. can’t wait to feel fat later!!!!

[m.a.l.o.n.e @BoiiMillan]

people stay saying "you don’t have to handle everything alone", then proceed to show you EXACTLY why you’d rather struggle to the death than ask anyone for help

[heart @scvrling]

i need to stop with the fuck this ed mentality immediately

[𝓥ivian ❤︎ (2/7kg) @sundaewitch]

i can’t be the only one who gets irritated at the slightest mention of food / weight loss / thinness outside of edtwt

[heartbreak junkie ☾⋆｡🕸️⭒⋆｡˚ @cherishedwhore]

i tell myself it’ll just be until i reach gw and then i’ll stop. i’ll eat normally and snap straight back into my recovered headspace. but i know it’s a lie. i’ve played this game before, many times. it will never be enough. nothing is ever enough. i hope this time it kills me.

[stella @stella_bomb_]

@mowogq ur a genius omg i need to make one as well

[🧁 @gIorydoll]

once i learn portion control it’s over for everyone

[liz @fawnesque222]

Lowk wish i could lose more weight but still keep my tits 🫠have a love-hate relationship with them