lily edtwt | bmi 16.5

14 yo
h: 164
cw: 44.4
gw: 40
ugw: 39
binge free: 0

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

i might be inlove..

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

i binged today..

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

i had 641 calories today and damn i am SO SO FULL

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

@3_atary @sootnbones @bundleofbones IKR??

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

@iwtbsp perfect grades, always tired and looking like an addict 24/7

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

i am getting worse

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

@swiftlymel when i used to cut i did it slowly because I felt satisfaction from it

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

i need to get worse. i have to get worse. i must get worse. and i will get worse. now.

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

4 tkmes

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

i have sbitted 3 times today.

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

I'm going crazy rn. I'm using steroids because I'm sick and my mom makes me do it. GUESS WHAT??? IT FUCKIN CAUSES GAIN WEIGHT?!?!?!??!?!?!? IM ABOUT TO KILL SOMEONE RIGHT NOW I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

@lottie_cals co ja tu lekcewaze. pytasz się czy osoby co mają ed i idą na dietetykę to mogą iść z innego powodu nich przez ed?xdd nie każdy kto idzie na dietetykę ma ed ale jak ktoś już ie ma to co myślisz z3 sobie zapomina z3 ma ed i idzie na dietetykę bo to go ciekawi?XDDD

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

@iwannafade feet (im not weird fhey are just skinny)
nose
thats all i think💀

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

@lottie_cals nie nie w takim p4zypqdju XDD

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

I'm going to walk all day so I'll loose a lot.

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

I'm flying to London today for a 4 day vacation and idk it just feels weird that the only thing I will think about there will be food and weight. but yeah, maybe that's just how my life is supposed to be.

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

IM NEVER EVER CHOOSING RECOVERY AGAIN.

[lily edtwt | bmi 16.5 @stilltry1ng]

@futilecals when my mom and dad started to point out me getting bigger (around 2 years ago) but honestly I wanted to lose weight ever since I can remember and was trying to diet when I was 7 . and counted calories at 10