i miss my yoga mat, miss my 2 kg dumbbells, stationary bike, food scales and even knowing how much i weigh. this bmi 19 meat bag makes me so tired of even trying (i’m slowly dropping out my meds but anyway)
still watching School for Vampires. boys were arguing everyday for 2 weeks burning energy equals 3 l of blood only be this which is ~ 2100 cals. oh to be moody baby vampire
definitely in the best place right now. i’m so full of love and tenderness, i don’t constantly feel fat or out of this world. i love this city with all my heart, i love my man more than i love anyone or anything. escaping was the best decision yet the the most mentally draining
i leaved this town and my family. my father he is dead to me since now. i’m tired of crying to the point i feel like i’m gonna throw up. at least my mom said she will always loves me