Lai 🍓edtwt

~ psych uni student constantly struggling (MINORS DNI) 22y.o

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

On the topic of ed content being demonized currently you can very easily call out the reality of eating disorders without demonizing those who suffer with them. You can point out the damages to the body without saying the people should be embarrassed and are disgusting

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

@pepsiaddictgirl It’s also not even that much of a suppressant and it’s best if ppl don’t even start I wish I hadn’t :/

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

Of course you should choose recovery for yourself and your wellbeing but I’ve spent so many years damaging my body i don’t think I could do it for myself my love for her transcends the one towards myself not even in a romantic way but more of soulmates anyways shower thoughts lol

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

Was in the shower and I came to the realization that the only way I’d recover was if my friendship with my best friend was at stake I’d rather struggle thru recovering than lose a 10+ yrs of friendship because my disorder got the best of me idk if that’s too unwoke of me tho 🧍🏽‍♀️

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

@kikikikigs It made me become more aware of its taste same with meats I already hated cooking them cuz the raw smell grosses me out but it made it worse 😔

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

Didn’t eat even tho I really want to #bestana (there’s no snacks in my house that were appetizing that’s lit the only reason)

[Meadow @mangoriice]

if i'm being real idek my ugw but i'll know it when i see it

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

@starbrrylovr Take care of yourself and the time you need your mental health matters :( 🫂

[isabella ! ˚.⋆꒰১ ໒꒱⋆.˚ @sealri0usly]

tiktok’s normalization of hating on ppl who have eating disorders is so weird to me

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

Does anyone does anyone become overly aware of the taste of sucralose in sugar free drinks this Red Bull tasting too sweet for me rn :p

[mimì ｡ﾟ♡ @mercurialhost]

a little disclaimer here. i'm a girl with a mental and eating disorder that i don't wish upon anyone. i don't encourage it, i'm not pro ana, i'm not fatphobic, i'm extremely pro recovery. this is the only place where i can vent and freely leave my thoughts AND find community.

[ًellie @hwllsq]

i need to look like her

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

@wiltzXO Congrats hope it goes well for you!!!

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

One thing this disorder won’t take from me is the absolute delight of a Buc-ee’s meal 🦅🦅 those tater tots have me in a chokehold ya haven’t had a real roadtrip till ya stop at one TRUST

[rae is not okay ౨ৎ @ibyaerii]

this edtwt shit serious IM OUT

[pinkie @pinkamaniaa]

i want to create and create and create but i am trapped in a body that is so so tired

[spam @catsbelief]

for a girl who loves sleep so much you think i’d go to bed earlier

[hawke @tauntifer]

living w an ed is so uniquely miserable that I can’t begin to fathom why anyone would want to encourage someone else to experience that type of suffering

[akira 🩷🪽 @akiraswan0]

how it feels to see back to school threads as an adult on edtwt

[gigi ⁠𑣲⋆ @lacybees]

“purging tips” nooo…no no NO NO NO DONT DO THAT

[Lai 🍓edtwt @strwbery__]

Lowkey the purging has gotten worse and I hate it I feel disgusting i become overly aware of the harm it’s doing and I can’t stop I can’t shower without feeling like ima pass out and my heart is irregular and I scratched my throat purging I wish I never had this disorder