& ash

i want it to get worse

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& ashley's intro ಄｡𖦹°‧
& 20 & pro - recovery ｡𖦹°‧
& dni: >18, hateful individuals
& i am a freak + deranged, please block me if u dont mess with that ｡𖦹°‧
& edrtwt tcoaal edtwt , ifb ₍^. .^₎⟆

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@jaykoobii its like mcgriddle 🤤🤤

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@sekitsuii so real

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@misosoupandrist hw: averagespo-chubspo
cw: averagespo-chubspo :(
lw: averagespo
gw: mix of thinspo and bonespo

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@c4rcinogenetic i see a difference!!!

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@misosoupandrist b

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was walking aimlessly and my phone startef dying n it discovered secret shortcut route back to my house #awesome

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@theaapplefalls its def flatter!!! omg ur inspiring me i need to lock tf in

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@iEatYogurtYUM older sister anorexic younger sister on adderall 😢

[.ᐟ @bnnuyplld]

men with small appetites annoy me SO BAD

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@VyixLi @jjurinaaa i thought the colors were cute ☠️ ik how to calculate my shit

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hoping on the sugar free soda life in an attempt to kill my insatiable sugar cravings ... i dont even drink soda i dont go here 😞

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i want an oreo

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07/19 stats: 10,862 steps, i didn't track water >_>, 87g protein, 182g carb, 22g fiber and 81g (😭😭😭) of fat ... fun drink was had (iced wedding cake latte) but no alcohol (or weed 😏)

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log for the next 3 weeks... tracking daily water intake (goal: >66 oz/day), no alcohol / sugar-full drinks checkin, and high protein breakfast ! (07/19 - 08/08)

i'm gonna be on vacation, so i'm trying to hold myself accountable before i return home mwahaha ...

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going to get a pickle

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@sekitsuii kiwi 🤤

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snacks: boiled egg, carrots, cut up apples + oranges, whatever is in car snack bag for week. do not spend money @ gas station if we stop!!!!!!!

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i have a long drive tomorrow! here are my plots and plans:
breakfast

sweet: sugar free choc yogurt bowl, cocoa peanut butter powder, honey, strawberries, choc chip + apple
savory: hashbrowns with scrambled egg + mixed greens (1/?)

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i love my body whenever i suck in #myassfat i literally just need to lose like 10-15 lbs and im golden but my fuckijgngg body refuses to let me have a flat stomach :/