benji // relapse era 😛

📹 🍃. . . he / him

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

also here’s some of the meals i’ve been able to make and enjoy in recovery!! i’m in my chef era 😴

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

hey guys since i just wanted to say i am officially in recovery and while it’s been incredibly difficult i’m gaining back my life and my motivation for the things i enjoy!! this account will prob be inactive (unless i relapse again lmao) but i love u all stay safe and well 🫂

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

hey chat im not active on here anymore but some life updates 🔥🔥
- i’m fully recovered now!!
- my parents divorced LMAO
- i have an awesome girlfriend and many great friends
- i grew an inch and i’m naturally pretty skinny now and i don’t hate my body
THINGS DO GET BETTER 🙏🙏

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

@goblincorr REALLL

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

also here’s some of the meals i’ve been able to make and enjoy in recovery!! i’m in my chef era 😴

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

hey guys since i just wanted to say i am officially in recovery and while it’s been incredibly difficult i’m gaining back my life and my motivation for the things i enjoy!! this account will prob be inactive (unless i relapse again lmao) but i love u all stay safe and well 🫂

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

hey guys since i just wanted to say i am officially in recovery and while it’s been incredibly difficult i’m gaining back my life and my motivation for the things i enjoy!! this account will prob be inactive (unless i relapse again lmao) but i love u all stay safe and well 🫂

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

it’s 4pm and so far with breakfast and snack i’ve had ab 520 cals so hopefully i won’t let extreme hunger get the best of me later 😭 (i probably will)

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

just ate breakfast at 1pm and my dad didn’t stay in the room with me so i only ate a boiled egg and some berries and i dumped out most of my cheerios so it was only about 170 cals and i purged it all anyways so good start 🙌

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

i’ve totally lost control recently so i’m gonna start eating the bare minimum in my recovery plan and hope i can at least maintain bc extreme hunger has been kicking my ASS

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

i hate being in recovery dear god i feel so fat all the time and it’s stressing me out so bad that i can’t weigh myself while i can literally feel myself gaining weight this sucks so bad 😭😭

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

@SkellyWellyBean tyyy

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

wait whys there lowkey a difference

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

@cassxstar thank u!!

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

i just ate breakfast it was ab 350 cals i feel sick

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

tell me why i’ve been in recovery for less than a day and i LOST 2 pounds???

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

just had to throw my scale away i’m ending it all actually

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

@st0nednos thank uuuu i’m hopin and praying 🙏🙏

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

one last bc before going into forced recovery i’m gonna miss looking like this so bad :/ (repost because i forgor to put a cw)

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

@st0nednos ty dino ur so sweet 😭😭

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

just got assigned a meal plan for the next week and i’m getting assessed by a facility to see how i am physically but i literally just weighed myself and i lost a pound i can not do this rn 😭

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

@lexixoxo_69 dude chill i was just asking a question what 😭

[benji // relapse era 😛 @sugarfreesprite]

do u guys count calories of food u purged??