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i live inside myself and it is a rotting cage

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it starts with
"i want to feel bones"

goes on with
"i want to see bones"

and ends with
"i want to be bones"

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sometimes feeling numb can be comfortable

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am i angry because i stopped taking my medication or is it because i'm surrounded by idiots? hmmmmm

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if you touch me once, i'll burn you twice

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i wish i could feel beautiful things again

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show me i matter more to you than the others :(

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how can you put me to heaven and then leave me in hell?

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never get attached to someone to fast. never have expectations.

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i fcking hate writing about people. they're never worth it. but still i can't stop

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you take away my last bit of sleep because you mess with my head

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when you're not able to do the simplest tasks.. that's when it really hurts

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people hurt so bad

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i want to drown my pain in alcohol

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why does everyone always prove they're just like everybody else :(

[scars @delxded]

im scared that ill never be able to feel

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he makes me want to get better
you used to make me want to get worse

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you crossed my boundaries

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it hurts so much when you realise you've been with someone toxic for so long and all you did was try to help and love but all you got was pain

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feelings are so overwhelming

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i wonder how life would be if i wasn't sick