Thinking about how in barbie land where everything is perfect for women, men still aren't suffering. they aren't in servitude, they aren't being objectified or harassed. they are just not the main characters. but in a world run by and for men, women are NEVER safe. that's the difference between feminists and misogynists. women just want to be left alone, while men don't see us as humans.
Like… I still cry about my pregnancy losses, and it makes me feel so guilty for grieving Theo like this. It’s stressing me out so badly and I’m breaking out in hives and sending myself into flares because it’s so fucking bad & I can’t get it to stop.
okay chat how are we getting through pet loss? because my grief only seems to be getting worse, and I literally have developed worsening tremors because of it and I can hardly function even with my medication. it’s becoming hard to live like this.
It feels like I’ve lost a child but WORSE and idk how this could be worse. I didn’t grieve Logan or River like this, yes I cried and grieved but it didn’t consume me like this has. it’s all I can do to just… exist at this point. life without Theo feels like punishment.