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TW ED Drugs Venting~I’m a lady so I don’t ever speak my age, but I’m well over 25

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I’ve been mixing everything together and have barely slept. I’m drinking bacardi wondering if I should get smashed n sleep or work?

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@SkinnyMooon42 Had to change to monthly cos I’m living with roommates and scale is in kitchen

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I’m so fukin hungry. I just keep eating so from tomorrow (today since its 6am) I will fast and eat only protein (carnivore) if I lose control cos fuk being fat

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Also, sorry to all you that are forever supporting me. I need to take a break from here cos I can’t fall into the depths of this darkness inside.

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Oh god yes this plz

[siobhan @helplessdaze]

I want to kms I just want to be thin I just want my ribs and hipbones back I want my thigh gap bony hands back I want the hollow eyes and low heart rate and coldness I want it all I’m so sick for wanting it but I do

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I have met someone new. We have been seeing each other for 2 months and literally cannot stay away from each other. I even had meltdowns in front of him and he did not leave my side not even for a second. I think J was a karmic connection to make me truly realise what I needed.

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Somethings wrong tonight he ent acting like he usually does

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I met someone new. But its weird

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Same tho

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@tinycaffeine Why did this disgust me but intrigue me all at the same time???

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V is at mine and J n his son was at my door I freaked n ignored them

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I gave him cuddles but i can tell from his face something is off

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I think V is jealous of me n R being bff’s cos he a guy

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How do I say I want space without alienating V??

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V wants to stay at mine but I really want my space. Can’t deal

[𝟒𝟒𝟒 @DEUILSTEARS444]

Do you ever squeeze ur eyes and: