jude • mdni

23 | nsfw | 18+ | he/she/they

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

new pinned bc i Aged up long ago lol~

• sub + bottom
• 22 - can av!
• autistic + transmasc :3
• bi !!! poly + partnered + open <3
• *untagged cnc, petplay, ageplay, somno, intox lives heree~*

minor/ageless/blank = instant block

♡ / ↻ to help me find pals :]

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

being naked outside in the sun is such a core human desire. it makes you feel so delightfully human and grounded. pisses me off that it’s so hard to fulfill

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

my tummy and head don’t hurt, i feel hunger signals again, i’m HORNY AGAIN??

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

are all my problems just insane dehydration??? is that why i feel like a shell of a human?

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

i stood and did dishes for another 30 minutes and didn’t rot all day after someone please clap

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

sometimes i think im not actually disabled and then i have to stand in a line for an hour and actually start falling apart like a junker car

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

healthcare should not be this hard to fucking access this country is such a joke

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

we need to abolish the dmv there is NO WAYY it has to be so complicated and stressful

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

walked into the bedroom w my gf and jokingly grabbed my wand to go haha! funny! i’m jerking off! she turns it to high. i cum in 30s.

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

losing my voice but i have can’t shut the fuck up syndrome so vocal rest is impossible

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

shaking in pain at the function

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

i love being so stressed i make myself physically ill over and over

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

ok i lied quitting Today

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

quitting job today wish me luck

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

i lowkey hope they this is my last shift bc i do Not think i can come back to this place ever

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

quitting job today wish me luck

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

no dr can take an asap walk in with no insurance and no clinic can help refill my meds. dunno how much longer i’m gonna have to go unmedicated but i know i can’t take much more without doing some dangerous stuff to myself!

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

what an epic failure of a day

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

going to the drs today bc my anxiety and adhd are fully debilitating me and i can’t function at all

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

i’m the worst ever

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

i don’t think i can work three days in a row but im scheduled and i asked to get taken off one day but i wont till the Next schedule in january and i want to die so much

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

boyyyy would i like to casually enjoy a few drinks to unwind and have fun like a normal person. but my brain makes it a big deal and then i wanna drink 24/7

[jude • mdni @suubbt]

im so glad i stopped drinking. but also. i want to be tipsy so bad. i feel like i deserve to! but ill be mad if i break my streak before a year :(