She used to read books. Paint. Dance. Now she scrolls in the dark with a migraine and a racing heart, trying to quiet her nervous system enough to sleep so she can wake up and do it all again.
stop romanticizing someone who made you feel like an afterthought. it doesn’t matter how good the memories were, if they left you questioning your worth, it was never love. stop replaying a highlight reel of someone who ghosted your soul.
As someone with anxiety, I cannot do inconsistency. Don’t introduce me to energy and a vibe you don’t plan on maintaining. One minute, you’re sweet; the next minute, you’re mean and cold. One minute, you’re present; the next minute, you’re distant. Absolutely not.
I like quiet people. People who are simple, read books, can watch a 2 hour documentary about bees, are crazy smart, but still stay low-key and private.
"Takdir itu keinginan Allah, sedangkan doa itu keinginan kita. Kadang Allah rela mengubah takdir hanya karena doa kita". Jadi jangan pernah berputus asa karena apapun doa yang dilangitkan, tidak akan kembali dengan tangan kosong.