“You have to understand when you hurt yourself it hurts the people that love you too” SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP PLEASE GOD IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF SHUT UP I KNOW I GET IT
Unfortunately a lesson I learned was that no matter how much YOU would be there for your friends, that does not mean they'd do the same for you. Some might, but many will drop you quicker than you think.