I’d like to think no one is as critical of my body as myself but seeing the way some of you guys talk about the people you see in public makes me never want to go outside again
like if ur gonna say i look like i cant stand im probably gonna say u dont look like u can either and then only one of us would get cancelled cuz apparently fatphobia is realer but body shaming is awful both ways . sorry guys im autistic spectrum but i think its just weird
me when i lowkey wanted to recover but skinny came back and now everybody and their mother is starving and WILL tell you all about it whether you like it or not
i’m such a fake ana , i love rice and pasta , i eat more than 3 rice cakes , i don’t count gum or sauce or energy drink calories , and i actually enjoy eating food
so like i was justifying not going to treatment for the summer cuz i was 97.5lbs and now im 94.2lbs so um erm. hey vut its not my lw. i dont need treatment yet 👀
"i understand body dysmorphia, but she's obviously uw-" then no. you don't. if you haven't been 30 lbs uw, in hysterics, grabbing at flesh and skin in the mirror because you KNOW it's there, you don't understand it. it is miserable, and terrifying.