Mind you I had people telling me to kill myself and photoshopping themselves killing my pet spiders because I dared to imply that killing spiders that haven't done shit to you is sad lmao
"Stare at a wall" is so apt bc there is literally nothing for kids to do here anymore. Parks are for young children, so teens get chased out, everything is super expensive so you can't go on a day out, and there's precious little nature left to explore.
Thats all you can do.