Darcy Fields System

DID System. They/them, 42yo body. New to learning about ourselves. Also on the ed side of twt with @thinkthinbethin but try to separate out DID/ed accts #systwt

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

#systwt intro newly discovered DID system any prns
I told my therapist I suspected DID. After testing and reviewing notes she has affirmed my fragmentation, dissociative episodes, cptsd, amnesia barriers, etc. I finally have answers! 42yo also dx with autism, ADHD, GAD, and more

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@Trashsys4751 Idk much yet. ik I have one a gatekeeper. He prevented me from knowing any of them until at first. Then I found out about him. Frustrated because I thought three of them were separate but I now believe those three to be one persecutor bullying me. Thank you I will try your ideas.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

So, wait, is the feeling where I have a 'reset' while browsing the web (or really doing anything) a switch? Did I just switch? I think I'm starting to recognize them easier. I feel like a new, uh, different, wtf idk. #systwt

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@noonchaand This is why I cycle through email accounts regularly, and now use an email alias service (I use iCloud+ but there are others available) and when I sign up for a new account I use an alias. They start spamming me and I want to delete the account - just turn off that alias. :)

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@c0rruptedstar @laberintosys haha I'm thankful others do this. I thought I was the only one.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@mateoosh12 @brave @Pirat_Nation @Bitwarden I'm not having that problem with mine. Which OS do you use and which version of Brave are you having this issue with? (I use Brave & Bitwarden on MacOS and Linux (Mint and Bazzite).

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@brave @Pirat_Nation I love how Google is purposefully destroying themselves. It's fun to watch. And yes, I'm a long-time Brave Browser user and fan. Thank you, Brave, for being so awesome. I've brought at least 3 people to Brave over the years. My circle of influence is small though.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@_abyssmalbeings Therapist told me she noticed patterns of dissociative episodes that aim to solve a prob but cause another and I’ve had severe chronic memory blackouts and history of cptsd and hearing voices in my head. Msgs attached are how I brought it to my therapist attn.

[B͎r͎i͎t͎t͎'͎s͎ ͎b͎u͎f͎f͎e͎r͎i͎n͎g͎ @thinkthinbethin]

Struggling with not being able to relax after my mom kept touching my arm this morning. She refuses to stop violating my boundaries. It wasn’t just once it was like five times and once she kept her hand on me for more than 30 sec. I froze. I’ve been dissociated all day.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@_Ninde I block most minors simply because I prefer to only interact with adults. I don't see your age on your bio so idk if you're adult or not. Maybe others block because of no age listed? It may not be the anything you said or did that made them block you.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@largo35839158 @Skullery14 @SickeningUFO @NoNonsenseND Person 1: I want to eat candy.
Person 2: No you don't. You want cake.
Person 1: It's my decision what I want to eat, not yours.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@saint_mikha Their bio states which game they play. But wow, that person needs some therapy.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@NoNonsenseND I am torn. I appreciate the ability for people to choose whether to continue or terminate a pregnancy. I also see it as an ableist💩choice to terminate a preg b/c of disability. I also see that some ppl are NOT capable of caring for a disabled child that will turn into adult.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@CEOofFuggy @abue_ammar @whisp2424 @heliumbrowser The other version works everywhere except YouTube. It's not "broken" per-se it's just downgraded a tad to be allowed to show up on the GOOGLE-owned Chrome Web Store. smh

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@CEOofFuggy @abue_ammar @whisp2424 @heliumbrowser I downloaded Ublock Origin (the non-nerfed version) from their website directly. Problem solved on that front.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@ImGinnyRobinson I wonder if we will get the Iron Dome? But srs I didn't notice that bc i dont' watch the news. I can barely keep myself alive, keeping up with the news would make me kms. So, uh, I just try to avoid it tbh.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@6ounceonit You can add multiple posts together into one thread by using the little plus sign. You could check out my pinned post and see how I did mine. It's not perfect but it is good enough and gets my info out there to the best of my ability right now.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@ayojoestar Literally just the easiest of meals: rice cooker (rice and water) & sauce pan with canned chicken, canned or frozen veggies and seasonings - cook that for however long necessary. Set timers on preferred time-keeping devices. When rice and other food is done, put it together. Eat.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@randombtc00 @zherbert How old are you, 12 or 90? Literally all people who use the internet who are adults use email, it's a necessity these days.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@MyWanderingEyes @zherbert @ProtonMail Yeah but I've seen this repeatedly on legit emails from legit senders anyway, so it's kind of a useless notice IMHO.

[Darcy Fields System @sysdfields]

@Brink_Thinker Would be good if this wasn't AI generated. But we can't have nice things anymore.