you know what? sometimes it's hard for me to communicate how i feel because i don't always understand why i feel the way i feel. i need someone who is patient enough to understand my silence, i just want someone to be there for me so i don't feel alone
changing my i-should-have-known-betters to “i know better now”. all the past versions of me made who i am today. i am thanking her. i am honoring her. i am forgiving her.