You never think you’ll have fertility issues at 23 🙃 trying for 8 months to have a baby and seeing pregnancy announcement after pregnancy announcement SUCKS. I’m so happy for my friends 😭❤️ but it still sucks.
As prepared as you think you are for someone’s death, I want to be the first to tell you that you’re not. There has been several times over the past few days that the grief is so heavy that I can’t move. This sucks.
Told my 14 yo brother that my dog tore up his stuffed elephant and that I had to get him a new animal. He found a stuffed Dino with a blanket and insisted that I get it for him. I asked him what he was going to be like when I have a kid. He shrugged and said “imma get it a Dino.”
I am thankful that on the hard days, I have a husband who helps me make it through it and a mama who is always willing to help. Hopeless/defeated/scared is what I am now, but things will get better.
Shout out to the police officer that didn’t pull me over on my way home from work this morning. Sorry sir I wasn’t intentionally speeding I just got really into @HamiltonMusical
Past several Sundays in a row, whether we were out of town or working, etc. I am so tired and so mentally exhausted that I literally cannot bring myself to communicate like a real person today and I feel like I’m a horrible person because of it.
Nick and I are still trying to find a church. I’ve worked 5- 12 hour shifts this week and today is my only day off to rest before I go back to work 4 more. I literally can’t bring myself to talk to new people today and I feel awful about it. We’ve had things going on for the
Imma be real with y’all... I came into work to help out today and ended up staying the entire 12 hours. I may or may not have said some not nice words once I got in my car.