@ButchFist I went 5 months then hit it hard. Just passed 4 months this time & no cravings at all. I know that just 1 will set me off again. Its not 5 months wasted. Your liver and brain are grateful. Dust yourself down, lesson learnt and get back on that wagon.
I fell off the wagon for a few days when my Sister in law,52 died of a brain aneurysm Friday. I'm back on the wagon & feeling surpringly positive. Alcohol gives me high blood pressure which can cause an aneurysm . Trying my best to be sober for life again 💥#recoveryposse#sober
@legend_kel I feel the same. It feels like a punishment. When I think of that 1st drink though, I now think of the last drink before I pass out. I think of the 4am demons & the regret tomorrow. Imagine your blood & organs as pure when alcohol free but poisoned when infused with alcohol.
@Anon96011111 Blackpool today then onto Lake Windermere tomorrow. Will be nice to actually remember the sights & wake up hangover free. Will be a challenge in itself 'to not drink' but when I think if that 1st drink, I now also think of the last 1 that i know i wouldnt remember as I pass-out.
@Anon96011111 Least the premium will give the engine a bit of extra lube which is good once in a while. I often put paupers diesel in several times then premium in as a treat 😆
@G1bbyTheGab @ASoberLady I'm overweight too. Lost 3 stone during lockdown jyst by not drinking & walking loads. BP came down. We know what we have to do but 1 thing at a time. Sober 1st ✅️ then weight loss✅️ I'm enjoying food while I'm missing the booze and levelling up in my head x
1 week AF at 11pm. 🥰 Blood Pressure was 136/92. Today its 124/75. Fact is, your hearts under pressure when alcohol or drugs are in your blood ❤️🩹 #soberlife#heartattack#RecoveryPosse#striving