One of the most common experiences CPTSD survivors describe is feeling "homesick"-- & for that feeling to have absolutely nothing to do with the house or family n which they were raised.
It’s crazy how most people use their 20s to build a career, but if you grew up in chaos, you basically spend those years just trying to survive the aftermath of your upbringing. It's like you're not even at the starting line yet bc you’re still repairing the track.
I wish it wasn’t illegal and indeed punishable by death to tell an old best friend that you miss them all the time and will be sorry forever . But it is
you ask a woman why she hates men and she will give you a long list of the ways she’s been harassed and abused by men. you ask a man why he hates women and he starts whining about how women don’t want fuck him
I asked a friend for their thoughts on all of the files that just dropped and they said “I don’t like thinking about that stuff, it makes me too sad.” I feel like I’m going insane.
seeing the new epstein files, knowing nothing will be done and justice doesn’t exist when someone is rich and powerful, feels as if designed to demoralize anyone who has been SA’d/CSA’d. it’s cruel to make all this public and. then to do nothing. there’s a message being sent