anya

hw 63kg | cw 45kg | ugw 40kg

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I never feel full anymore

[anya @tellmeimlight]

@supervixenlv No bingo but close!!

[anya @tellmeimlight]

@iscreamforwl Thank you ^^

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I’m not going to bp today it simply cannot happen

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I hate being a stress/emotional eater like ok now we’re miserable AND fat good job that helped

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I want DRUGS

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I still look so healthy i hate myself

[anya @tellmeimlight]

Genuinely purged so much last night that i’m still 98.3 even after binging probably like 5k

[anya @tellmeimlight]

@iscreamforwl Thank you mootie you are so sweet :( <3

[anya @tellmeimlight]

Did it again, i’m in pain, fuck my life

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I bped again whos surprised no one. Threw up 6 lbs worth and i still didnt get it all out

[anya @tellmeimlight]

@dietfed Nowhere in the diagnostic criteria for any ED is there a calorie limit i’m so sick of these people lmao

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I’m drinking tomorrow fuck this i cant stand another night of this

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I hate bulimia where is my self control

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I bped again whos surprised no one. Threw up 6 lbs worth and i still didnt get it all out

[anya @tellmeimlight]

Good lord i’m so fucking bloated i hate having a menstrual cycle

[anya @tellmeimlight]

@iscreamforwl Good idea actually i will try that :)

[anya @tellmeimlight]

Idk if i should eat the yogurt bowl i planned or not. I’m afraid if i eat again ill just keep going and itll turn into another bp

[anya @tellmeimlight]

But if my intake is too low that also increases urges so i think i simply cannot win

[anya @tellmeimlight]

I wish i hadnt eaten i wanna drink

[anya @tellmeimlight]

Something is wrong with me i just dont even wanna talk about anything anymore