tendons

shark
15 , ndni , personal journal!!!!!!!

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I don’t like getting into fights with you but Its almost always me who’s starting it, shouldn’t you have seen this from the start? You seriously expect someone like me to be okay when you’re always so calm?

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You told me you were needy before, how come you aren’t when it comes to me.

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It cant hurt to show you care even a bit right? Do you even care? Are you dating me just to date? Is it a small crush? You never reciprocate anymore and I’m getting more comfortable around you, why wont you help me get better, why don’t you care

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You told me you loved me but it never ever equal, it will never be equal. I am not capable of having equal relationships I will always belittled and I will always be seen as one who gives the most.

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Im so embarrassed of my partner but I feel such intense emotion for them. I will lash out and then beg for their attention when they don’t even care for me. Why is it so so so hard to want me?

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@medviles so cute!

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@quietletterz 6

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what the fuck?

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Why is it so difficult to love me

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@medviles I think patience is key.

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@answeet4ngel so cute!

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@millclz I think its to be humble

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@sukigirlz18 ❤️😂

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@blackkswana so pretty!

[貴美子 ~ (Kimiko) ~ ⚔️ @mEnheRa_sicko]

"Starving is so euphoric!! 🪽"
How starving actually feels like:
#edrtwt

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@blackkswana Im not sure how you took this picture but it looks so awesome

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@chiibit222 goodnight buddy

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I’m not sure how people are introverted, I feel so pathetic and alone and disgusting when I cant talk to someone.

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I was watching a 2 hour history of China video to fall asleep, and it was fairly working and I was thoroughly enjoying it but I feel so disgustingly lazy to boot up my youtube and to watch it.

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I should probably go to sleep but every time I close my eyes i’m blinded with negativity.