every time i wanna cave and reply i just go through our old texts and make myself sad to remind myself and remember why i had to stop in the first place.. 🥀
one of the conspiracy theorist that shows up on my page sometimes used pattern recognition and gematria to predict the kn¡cks would win and.. interesting lol.
"you don't exist to them outside of whatever role they need you to play for the story that they're playing out that they've probably been playing out for thousands of lifetimes."
"there's something painful about realizing that someone is not curious about you. that they are still living in a reality of their own stories & so they need you as a mirror for their stories & they don't care to know what your experience was."
"it's painful to spend years with someone in your life, as a friend or partner or parent or family member, & then come to the realization that they are not curious about you.