You’ve really got to stop making the mistake of thinking it’s your job to hold relationships together, especially with people who have already hurt you. It’s not your responsibility to prove you’re worth being treated well. It’s not on you to chase after someone just because the silence feels unbearable or the ending felt incomplete. And most importantly, it’s not your role to teach someone how to care about losing you.
being “brutally honest” isn’t something to be proud of, it’s a character flaw. you’re socially deficient & aren’t smart enough to know that you can articulate any thought/opinion while still being mindful of your delivery.