i want drugs i want drugs i want drugs i want drugs but i don't wanna fuck up my half a year sober 🥺 but there's so many triggers and i don't even care for my health anymore
someone explain me how i feel so alone yet i still wanna cut myself off from everyone i know bc i feel impossible to love and it'd just be easier to disappear and not deal with the fact that i'm nobody to everybody
TW// SA
I think we’ve reached a point where I need to speak out about The Ugly One. Unfortunately my experience is not the only one that is being spoken about or called out, but I want to share my piece of the puzzle.
remember quarantine when everyone was making bread and dancing and making art and taking care of plants and just learning new useful skills and we got a small glimpse into what life is supposed to be like