🚨🤍 𝗡𝗘𝗪: Yan Diomande emotional letter to his late sister:
"Dear Roxane,
Remember when somebody bought me a fake United jersey, and I wrote Ronaldo 7 on the back with the black marker?"
"We didn’t know rich or poor. We just knew happiness."
"Remember 25 people sleeping in one house back in Abidjan? Mum wanted to watch her soap operas. Everyone else wanted to watch movies. Remember how I always used to fake like I was asleep and then go into the TV room after midnight? I’d put the TV on real low. Just like 2 volume bars. I’d watch football in the dark and dream."
"Remember when the adults saw me playing football in the dirt and nicknamed me “Roberto Carlos” because of how hard I would shoot? And remember how I was secretly so mad about it, because CR7 was my idol?"
"Remember when I went to play so far from home? I was 9 years old. Inter Foot Sud Comoé, all the way near the Ghana border. Just a little boy on his own. I don’t know if I ever told you this story, but me and the other kids used to go into the village and steal potatoes because we were so hungry. We did a “bank heist.” Two kids distracting the shop owner, and 18 other kids running out with two potatoes. They weren’t even good. But they tasted amazing. Hahahah. It’s still my favorite thing to eat. Boiled potatoes with some oil. It reminds me of those times."
"Remember when I got my first real football boots, and I used to sleep with them? Growing up, I always played in those white plastic sandals. Even when I go back home now, I still play in them. It’s our tradition."
"Remember when I would come back home, and you would tell my friends from the neighborhood, “Why did you stop training? Yan is not going to buy you cars. You have to keep working."
"You were 10 years old, and already my agent."
"Remember how we used to sit and dream about moving to France? How we were going to go shopping and get our own apartment and I was going to be a rich footballer with cars and a big house, and you wouldn’t have to worry about nothing. You were the one who always believed that I could be the next Cristiano, when everybody else laughed."
"Remember when I moved to America for high school at 15, and I was so homesick? I didn’t know what anybody was saying for months. They sat me next to a French kid, and he tried to translate everything the teacher was saying. Remember when I called you, saying, “You won’t believe it, the kids here argue with teachers."
"Back home, you know we wouldn’t even dare to blink at our elders."
"Remember when I couldn’t believe the kids were smoking after school? You used to say it sounded like I was in an American TV show."
"Remember when they took me on trial at Bournemouth? At Chelsea, Rangers, Olympiacos, Crystal Palace? Eze and Olise even came up to me after one training and said, “Yo kid, you’re really good.”"
"But they still didn’t sign me."
"Even the B teams in the MLS didn’t want me. I didn’t even know why. They never gave me a reason. The adults handled everything. They just kept taking me all around Europe, and everybody kept saying no."
"My visa was up. My dream was over. They sent me back to Africa, and we cried together."
"You were the one who never stopped believing. A few weeks later, I signed for Leganés and we cried different tears."
"That was back when I used to have emotions. Now, I don’t feel anything. It’s like I’m not even human. Since you died, I’m just blank."
"I don’t even think I shed a tear the day they told me that you were gone. I was just in shock."
"It was a few weeks after I made my debut for Leganés. Who makes their debut at 18 against Real Madrid? It was too crazy. It was a dream."
"And then it was a nightmare. Someone kept calling me from back home. I was annoyed. I didn’t understand why they kept calling me."
"I picked up, and they didn’t even soften it. You know how it is back home. No emotions. Just……..
“Your sister is gone.”
“What?”
“She died.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Somebody put something in her drink at a party, and she never woke up. She is gone.”
"You were 15."
"15."
"I never got any answers. I don’t know if I want to know why. Maybe it was jealousy. Maybe it’s just something that happens in our country. Maybe I could have protected you. I don’t know."
"I try to trust God’s plan. It’s all I can do. I don’t try to forget, because I know I won’t forget. All I can do is use the pain to work harder, and to do everything we dreamed about."
"I wrote this because I can’t speak about it. I wrote this because I want you to know that I will make sure that you live on. I will make sure that everybody knows your name. The whole world."
"Everything I do on a football pitch, it’s for you."
"So much has happened since I last saw you…… You would not even believe it. I don’t know if I believe it."
"You know what’s crazy? After my debut against Madrid, I actually swapped shirts with Mbappé. Remember when we used to watch him on TV, and you’d say, “Mbappé? Yeah, he’s good. But my brother is better.”
"I was wrong about one thing. I don’t want to be rich. I see what it does to people, even to family. When I was at Leganés, everything I was earning, I was sending home. It got to the point where I didn’t even want money anymore. It was just a burden. They never stopped asking. I guess they thought I was a millionaire already. I didn’t even have an apartment. I was living at the training ground in a room with no TV. Just football and sleep, football and sleep."
"I didn’t want a big house. I didn’t want cars. I just wanted to put everything into football. Everything to show the world that my sister was right……."
"Ha…. you will think this is funny. When I moved to play at RB Leipzig, I was always late. Well, not late. But I was on time, which in Germany means you’re very late."
"So you already know what I did next. I started arriving 90 minutes early to everything. I was so early all the time that the guys started calling me “The German.”"
"I always have to overdo everything. I have zero chill. You always said that."
"The pitch is the only place that I feel at home anymore. It’s the place where I feel calm, and I can speak to you. I just wish you were still here so I could tell you….. We did it."
"Everything you said came true."
"We’re leaving for the World Cup tomorrow. For real. Your brother is going to play for Côte d'Ivoire, like Drogba, like Yaya, like Gervinho."
"I don’t even look at it like a game. I look at it like a stage. This is my chance to show the whole world what you saw in me. Every time I score, I’ll make sure everybody knows your name. I’ll make sure they don’t forget you."
"You always said that I could be better than Cristiano. If I see him there, I’ll tell him hello for you."
"I’m going to do what you predicted, I swear. Before I even had real boots, you were telling everybody, “My brother is going to be the greatest in the world.”
"I will prove that you were right, or I will die trying... Your brother, Yan."
— @PlayersTribune
Robertson could have chosen Juventus (or realistically any club with European Football).
Senesi could have chosen any club with European football.
Savinho could have stayed at Manchester City and fought for his place under Maresca.
Van Hecke could have spoken to other clubs.
They all wanted Tottenham.
Let’s be honest a huge portion of the fanbase wanted Pochettino out before that deflected Harry Kane goal against Villa on a miserable November night and I’m sure the vast majority are glad he wasn’t fired then!
The reality is our “best XI” for many of the club’s best years were not ready-made superstars. They were developed patiently under a manager who was given the time and trust to mould them.
Frank has a proven track record of developing players, as Poch had before he arrived, Frank is actually a very decent human being who speaks openly and honestly despite how much abuse he receives. I get it you don’t want him to remind you that Ange finished 17th, but the reality is that’s what happened and only a sloppy Johnson goal in Bilbao saves Ange from being our worst ever managerial appointment!
The uncomfortable truth is this: the pressure that would quite rightly have landed on Ange in season three has been immediately transferred to Frank, simply because he’s the new man. This isn’t a continuation it’s a fresh start.
Has Frank got everything right yet? No.
But he should be given at least a full season to show whether he can.
And for those already writing new players off after a handful of games or those lambasting the age of the others it’s probably worth remembering the history of our most exciting team in the last 10 years…
1️⃣ Hugo Lloris arrived as France’s No.1 and a “statement signing”, yet struggled badly early on and couldn’t even dislodge Brad Friedel at first.
2️⃣ Kyle Walker was widely viewed as the weaker half of the Walker–Naughton double deal and needed multiple loans before he looked anywhere near ready.
3️⃣ Danny Rose was a £1m punt from Leeds, raw, inconsistent, and it took 3–4 seasons before he became the player everyone later claimed was “obvious”.
4️⃣ Toby Alderweireld had failed to convince at Atlético, enjoyed one solid season at Southampton, and we simply capitalised on the opportunity.
5️⃣ Jan Vertonghen wasn’t some finished article either, he had dodgy periods in his first few seasons before becoming that Jan.
6️⃣ Mousa Dembélé arrived as a No.9 from Fulham and had to be completely re-engineered into the midfielder we remember.
7️⃣ Eric Dier was a kid signed from Sporting who played RB, CB, and even flirted with CM in pre-season before finding his role.
8️⃣ Heung-Min Son wanted to return to Germany after just one season.
9️⃣ Dele Alli was signed from League Two.
1️⃣0️⃣ Christian Eriksen was clearly talented, but if he was truly “elite-ready”, the European heavyweights would have been all over him — much like the conversation around Simons today.
1️⃣1️⃣Harry Kane went through multiple failed loans, came back repeatedly, and only took his chance when the door finally opened.
🤝🔏And let’s talk about the constant talk on this platform of Spurs always selling on their best players, let me ask you a question, since we sold Walker to Man City for £50m in 2017 who have we actually sold on that’s in our best player bracket? Eriksen in 2020 (with 6 months left on this contract) and Kane in 2023? So let’s drop the narrative of Spurs always lose their best players
💰🤑Let’s also address the constant talk of Spurs not spending enough money because Spurs have the 4th largest net spend of Premier League club in the last 8 years.
❌ Whilst we are here also worth pointing out that Man City, Liverpool, Chelsea, United, Arsenal, Newcastle and Villa didn’t sign Wharton, Eze or Olise and countless other players whilst they were in the championship despite the vast majority being linked with these players too, also worth remembering how much our fanbase slate ‘another unproven kid’ as a signing…
Maybe stop whining, try getting behind the club, the manager and the team and show some patience to a guy that if given time has the potential to turn Spurs into a very attractive club, getting the most out of the tools he has 👍🏻
Ignore the big calls, that was some of the worst refereeing I have seen. Every 50/50 went to the bigger club. He didn’t even add additional time after 2 subs and taking a minute to take the throw in. Shambles