So i struggle with if I should just continue to have kids and breastfeed to prevent relapse or if I should just be done when we are done, but know I will relapse hard.
Hey all it been a while.
Ive been on here but havent posted anything. I had my second baby end of January and it was a beautiful home birth. I cant believe my body has come so far from my deep ED days. I dont know what recovery looks like. I think being pregnant and-
Breastfeeding helped with relapse. But even with breatsfeeding,- there are times I struggle because I am genuinely so hungry.
Im not sure eifnthisnisnthe last or if we will haveanother, but im sure I will relapse hard when we are done having kids....
Everyone fasting around me the past few days really has triggered a lot. Im eating less and losing some weight and I can't bring myself to eat. I'm hungry but nothing sounds good anyway. So I'll just keep myself busy I guess.
I want to be done breastfeeding so I can lose weight. By little one isn't ready to be done. It's so hard. I almost had a panic attack today. I just feel over-touched1