viv

just a girl pretending I'm not struggling at life

🌻gw-95lbs
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[viv @thinnerforme]

Back on meds... let's hope I can actually stick to it this time 🤞🏼

[viv @thinnerforme]

Trying to become a semi normal person again is srsly hard af 😫😩 can't I just be allowed to rot in peace

[𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @my_sweet_space]

“how can i lose weight in my legs?” starve. “how can i lose 5lbs in a week?” starve. “i’ll never reach my ugw…” you will if you starve. “why am i not losing?” starve better.

[viv @thinnerforme]

listen, I just need this year to be not quite as shit as last year. I will take any type of improvement at this point

[❦ @thesoftestaura]

balmain ss07 rtw

[viv @thinnerforme]

I hate everything about how my body feels. I want to just rip all the fat from my body I fucking hate this so much

[miah @nocalbbz]

a thin body is the best accessory to an outfit.

[viv @thinnerforme]

I genuinely hate my life and I just don't really know how to fix it, I'd love to just start over

[miah @nocalbbz]

my stomach craves for food but my brain craves for skinnīness

[viv @thinnerforme]

I hate when for absolutely no reason, I just start to feel so scared. Of what? No clue but I'm literally lying in bed just feeling terrified. I also feel stupid 🙃

[viv @thinnerforme]

Every single time I drink or eat something different to my usual diet, my mam immediately notices and questions me about it. It's so infuriating, makes me feel like I have to hide my food habits even more than I already do

[viv @thinnerforme]

I hate when I miss people

[sam 🎧 @changkyuncals]

i’m a very ambitious person actually

[viv @thinnerforme]

The last time I was actually properly productive was last July 🫠 like I know the specific date I just went downhill and didn't bother getting back up

[allegra ✶ @coppolaprincess]

the met gala is a girls superbowl