@marindaedits wait this is so cute haha. whenever i need to send myself stuff i gchat my alter ego, "hannah zitrone" (you may recall that zitrone was the name of my ACNH island)
too many people giving thoughtful advice when the real answer is to do tequila shots and stay out until 3 am while you have enough youth to enjoy it and bounce back
during my first internship i read a memoir manuscript by one of ruth's sons. the book was not publishable but it at least allowed me to understand this whole situation, and for that i'm grateful.