i want skin to skin cuddling, holding hands, taking showers together, thigh rubs during car rides, smiling in between kisses, sitting next to each other on food dates, praying together, traveling together, playing fighting, constant laughter and shared goofiness
donโt feel like iโm worth loving. i genuinely think if i let anyone close again they will just leave me and like im not actually worth anything. i try so hard and always get left behind