That anxiety leading up to turning 30 really gotta do with the company you keep as well…
You gotta let go of people who fear their own aging cause they gonna project that shit all over your life experiences
i believe all children want to love their parents so it says a lot when a child makes the decision to remove them frm their lives. it’s painful and heartbreaking yet it speaks volumes that they would rather grieve their relationship w them than keep them in their life.
forcing myself to be alone and enjoy time with myself made me become hyper aware of the people i know that use others to fill the silence. that used to be me. wild.
i used keep myself on call to “fix” all the issues people around me had…
when the real gag is all i was doing was trying to fill my time with other peoples’ “drama” to avoid my own
@shvnique Girl I’m good…just had to cut out distractions so i could get my shit together 😭 and Twitter is literally just one big clusterfuck of distractions lmaooo
That anxiety leading up to turning 30 really gotta do with the company you keep as well…
You gotta let go of people who fear their own aging cause they gonna project that shit all over your life experiences
Crossing that line into 30 been so liberating…idk bout yall but i been FLOURISHING ever since. You can be scared over a number if that’s the life you wanna lead but me??
Oh I’m finna turn up
I could see how maybe when you’re in your late 40’s or even 50’s wanting to “look like you did” in your 20’s but ppl will be fresh off boat 29 and immediately start tweaking. No critical thinking. No real sense of time. * Just geriatric VIBES. * 😂
I’ve moved on from a lot of who I used to be two, six, twelve months ago.
And I don’t feel like explaining who I am right now. I’m just being her and trying to keep up while providing her with enough support to be her next thing. Which is tomorrow. Next week. Next month.